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Post by Drake Lucas Dove on Sept 1, 2010 7:52:22 GMT -6
He had been depressed for weeks and wandered aimlessly around the city, hardly looking where he was going. There was one person on his mind all through those weeks of misery. Her name was Liza and he missed her dearly. Drake worried about her. He didn't know where she was or how she was. His mental health had deteriorated dramatically during the time he was parted from his best friend and he had soon enough given up the will to live. Drake walked among the busy sidewalks but then stopped when he reached a road. "If I can't see Liza again.. I would rather die." He said quietly as he looked to the ground. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes. A fast car roared his way and he jumped out infront of it. From then, everything went blank for Drake. People screamed as they looked at the life-less boy on the floor and people rang the hospital in a fluster. The ambulance rushed to the scene and took Drake to the hospital.
 Drake survived his attempt but very luckily. He had been asleep for a couple of days in his hospital bed. He escaped death with 5 broken ribs, a crack in his skull and a snapped wrist. He lay in his some what comfortable bed where several machines were plugged into him constantly checking his vital signs. His mum and sisters had come to see him plenty of times over the last few days and they left a moment ago to go home and rest. He hadn't heard their voices and if he did it was more like a dream. The nurse walked in and wrote down on his paper. She let out a sigh of sympathy before walking out and continuing her other chores. His hair was a lot messier than normal and part of it had a bandage around it.
 The doctors had constantly said he was lucky to be alive. Drake lay in the same position for days on end in what seemed to be an endless sleep. His mum cried as she sat by him and his sister Evie held onto his hand as his other sister sat and waited for anything. But time ran short and they headed home again after a long hour with their lifeless relative. The steady beeping of the machines around him told the medical staff that he was secure but that could easily change in an instant. They injected numerous pain killers into his veins to reduce any pain for when he did wake up.
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Post by Liza Belle Van Allen on Sept 30, 2010 15:32:25 GMT -6
I was gone. That was for sure, Ive never felt so many things in less than a day. I felt the blood running trough my veins when i saw them together, Gage, he wasn't special at all for me, just something i wanted to have on my own, someone i could use today and throw away the same night. Raine? my best friend she was going to help me to have revenge, and what do i get? betrayal. But i can not judge them, now i understand, that...they fell in love its complicated, because Ive never felt love before. That doesn't make me a monster, though whats next, makes me reconsider the idea of being one.
I couldn't control myself when I saw Drake fucking with some X girl, i rolled my eyes, and the tears fell apart, I saw cops, I saw everything i never wanted too. I left that party, I also left the city, that same night. With out saying a word of it. The semester was almost over, i would recover my schedule with some extra classes the next one, i couldn't be in there anymore. I moved with my sister Luzamarie to Paris.
Everything was wonderfully, I fell in love a couple of times, of course of clothes, not silly mans, i tried to left everything behind, but again Paris remind me of Raine. I had like a thousand of missed calls from Drake, i threw in the garbage my cell phone. I was going to start a new life, i had nothing to fight for in London.
Until I got an emergency call from the lobby of the hotel. It was my mom. The tears started to fly away down my cheeks while i ran to get my stuff and get a cab, as soon as possible i was in the airport. My broken voice asked for a ticket, and my red eyes, were looking at nothing but Drake's face in my imagination. Why? was the perfect question, When? I just needed something to believe in.
As soon as I arrived to London the memories break into my heart, my little and black heart, I didn't wanted to see Raine, either Gage. But Drake, he was another story. My heart beat was higher than ever when I ran trough the main hall asking for "Drake Dove" the nurse said he was in the room 209, but he was asleep. I barely spit a thank you, when i ran again trough the white doors.
I stopped in front of the door with the number 209. I closed my eyes and tried to think in every good moment we spent together, every smile, every touch, even in the party, when we danced together, i loved him, shame it was too late.. wait no... it wasn't too late. I opened my eyes and took a huge breathe as i opened the door and saw him.
My tears fell apart and i ran to his side, i watched him asleep and i couldn't help but caress his face, his hair. I used to cry because of silly things, but this time, wasn't silly, it was my friend, my lover, my Drake.
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Post by Drake Lucas Dove on Sept 30, 2010 16:24:02 GMT -6
He hadn't woken in days, he hadn't been woken up to the reality of where he was. To be honest, he thought he was dead. Just a long painful slumber which never ended but then something alerted him awake. Drake could feel her touch, hear her crying. He could tell who it was instantly and an overwhelming feeling of happiness came over him though he just couldn't wake up. How he wanted to just reach out and hold her but his nerves just wouldn't respond.
When her lips were put against his he forced his body to listen. His eyes shot open and he took a deep breath as though he had been underwater for such a long time. "Liza? Liza!" He asked at first, unaware whether this was heaven or something. But then he was sure that his eyes weren't deceiving him when he saw his beautiful best friend standing before him. He pulled his torso up so he could sit up straight but a big shot of pain ran through his whole body. He winced in pain and lay back down on the tower of pillows. "Ow.. guess I'm still broken.." he said sighing. He looked to her with happiness in his eyes. Drake was so happy to see her.
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Post by Liza Belle Van Allen on Sept 30, 2010 16:36:09 GMT -6
Liza stood upright as she stared at him with her wide open eyes, he was responding to her name, and she couldn't be happier, she bit her lip, and a small giggle crossed her mouth as she covered her lips with her hand, it was something she couldn't help She glanced at him with tenderness as he was in pain, her smile faded away, while she tried to fake one "Your Alive" she whispered happy. but sad at the same time, she wanted to know what happened to him, she didnt gave credit to the people that told her that he was trying to kill himself, he wouldn't, he loved his person too much to do it.
"I want to hit you so bad, to punch you in the face and let you with a black eye" she said smiling "But I will reserve that for later, when your OK" she giggled as she took his hand "What happened to you?" she asked him suddenly with a look that obviously felt guilt about it. .
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Post by Drake Lucas Dove on Sept 30, 2010 16:55:18 GMT -6
A smile came to his features as he heard her whisper. "Of coarse I am you doughnut. Or I would be buried 6ft under.." His irish accent brought his words alive but his voice was husky and quiet. He laughed lightly since even laughing hurt. He closed his eye and took a deep breath, laying his head back on the pillows so he faced the ceiling. His head was spinning and when he heard her question he tried to recall what had happened. Everything from that day and about two weeks before it had gone completely blank.
Drake opened his eyes and looked to the ceiling. "Well.. I remember walking around London.. then I just jumped in front of the car..." He said, squinting slightly as he tried to remember. He looked back to her and a small smile was on his lips. "That's how I ended up here I guess.." he wasn't actually all too sure himself but as he reminded himself of the day he started to remember why he had done it.
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Post by Liza Belle Van Allen on Sept 30, 2010 17:13:44 GMT -6
She took her hand between hers and with a small smile she answered to what he had said. He was always so charming, though his Irish accent was hot even if it sounded husky. As she heard him talking her face started to have a horror gesture, did he just said that he jumped in front of a car? why would he do that? it was insane, suddenly her horror expression became notorious and she let her hands fall to her side, both of them. "Why would you do that? Aren't you crazy enough? your not Chris Angel you know? What could make you do such mistake? I DEMAND YOU to tell me why in hell didn't you called me? before this" but suddenly she looked ashamed at the floor, she threw her cell phone never answering his calls, he did called her, and she wasn't there for him, now the one that wanted to jump in front of a car was her. She nodded as she sat in a chair. Her wet eyes looked at him. "Were you going to say goodbye to me? that's why you called me?" she looked at him, never, EVER wanting to know the answer.
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Post by Drake Lucas Dove on Sept 30, 2010 17:27:57 GMT -6
His smile disappeared as she got louder and more angry. A sad expression plastered over his face as he looked to her and just watched. There were so many questions he decided just to answer the last one. Shaking his head his lips parted and he spoke. "I was so worried about you. You just.. were gone. You didn't tell me anything. I even started to think that you were dead..." His eyes flickered to his hand which had tubes coming out of his veins. He shook his head. "I couldn't be with out you Liza.. I would rather die than be without you.." he said truthfully, his eyes didn't meet hers as he just looked to the machines which stood around him.
He let out a deep breath and closed his eyes. "Your voice sounds sweeter than it ever did... even when you sound angry at me." he laughed lightly, opening his eyes and looking back to her. He didn't care how stupid he was, he got what he wanted and she was there right now. "Where did you go anyway? and why the hell didn't you tell me?" he raised a brow and tilted his head.
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Post by Liza Belle Van Allen on Sept 30, 2010 17:53:52 GMT -6
Liza stood up and looked at Drake with out believing what he said, did he wanted to get himself killed because of her? The little sound of love made her almost smile, but just inside, he was the one that loved her enough to sacrifice. People could say shit, but Liza had a heart, and now it was the moment to show it up. A shy smiled appeared on her lips as she stood next to him, caressing softly his hand, looking at his veins. "Thats so sweet Drake, no one has ever told me something like that" she said gratefully. She giggled stupidly as he said that her voice was sweeter. "Silly boy, you dont know how i missed you" then she cleaned her tears and looked to other side, the window to be exact. She looked the people outside and she didn't knew how she meant to feel anymore.
"Paris" she said and then she looked back at him her voice broke, but then she tried to hold her pain by touching her neck. She closed her eyes and ... she didnt knew if it was the moment to, but she had so many things to say. "because you were so busy" her sarcasm and irony made her look like the crazy bitch she was.
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Post by Drake Lucas Dove on Sept 30, 2010 18:06:46 GMT -6
His grasp tightened around her hand which seemed so warm around his. A smile came to his lips as she spoke some more. His gaze stayed on her as he watched. He laughed lightly again "Words cannot explain how much I missed you." he said truthfully. Though he seemed confident most the time he turned into a helpless puppy when he didn't know what was going on. "Busy? but I'm never busy.." he said, raising a brow. Though he knew he was hardly ever busy Drake believed Liza more. He couldn't remember a thing.
A slight smile came to his lips as he remembered his other best friend. "Does Raine know i'm here? I bet she's worried.." he asked. Drake had been so caught up in trying to get hold of Liza that he had almost forgotten about his good friend Raine.
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Post by Liza Belle Van Allen on Oct 7, 2010 9:41:13 GMT -6
At the time she looked to the window and heard about Raine, her blood started to run trough her hot veins, and she had to close her eyes.. that traitor it still hurt for her, it wasnt like some kind of friends fight, it was betrayal it was a whole different level. She cleaned her face of the tears or rage and looked at Drake, poor Drake lying in that bed because of her, she couldnt do anything to him, but hurt him. Drake... I missed you too, but that night, oh my god, that night I just couldnt handle it, dont you remember? I mean anything?? That night was awful, so awful that I had to run away, tell me your joking please, what do you remember? that I dont or anyway... just leave it ... that way... it would be better to forget she said with the pain in her troath, she couldnt handle it.
He fucking i dont know who, Raine and Gage, and her? just alone, as always. She looked at Drake and her eyes seemed no less than a speechless pain.
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Post by Drake Lucas Dove on Oct 7, 2010 15:11:48 GMT -6
He raised his hand and rubbed his left eye as before looking over to her. Drake had no idea why she looked so torn. Then when she spoke his brows rose and a look of shock came to his face. "What?" He asked, trying to remember. "What happened? I don't remember anything. Please? What happened?" he said in a quite desperate tone.
The thought that everything wasn't as he thought scared him and he feared what Liza would say. She was one of the only things he remembered which mean't that she was basically his memory and was the only way Drake could remember the important things he had forgotten.
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Post by Liza Belle Van Allen on Oct 7, 2010 15:27:56 GMT -6
Liza still shocked looked at Drake, she didnt knew if he was playing to loose his memory or what, but something came to her mind as she caressed softly her neck, suddenly thinking, that he might be serious, that he didnt knew anything about that night, maybe the accident made him loose every single thought of that night and after that. She smiled, and then she tried to hide it by just smiling innocently to him, she had a better idea.
Drake, you really dont remember what happened do you? Oh love, Im so sorry, I over reacted, I just... she started to cry, she needed to think of something stronger to make her cry, it was just an act, but she was crying, thank god i still have feelings, if not there wouldnt be tears, damn im such a good actress she kept saying as she was dropping tears all over the sheets.
Drake I wish I was you, I dont like to remember what happened that night, It was horrible, I still cant get over it, thats why I ran away, I was so scared, and unfortunately you werent there, If you were there by that time, he woulndt... he.. she started to cry more as she sat by his side and tried not To hurt him, but she wanted to lie by his side, or at least keep her body next to his. Over all that shit, she didnt wanted to hurt him physically, not more... she just thought that it would be amazing to change the facts, and say that Gage tried to rape her, while Raine was a drug addict and an anorexic girl... Drake would kill him, she knew it, and he would help her to make Raine's parents send her to rehab.
Oh Liza, your a genius.
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Post by Drake Lucas Dove on Oct 7, 2010 15:37:39 GMT -6
Drake was confused and didn't know what was going on and then Liza started crying, a sight he hated to see. He wrapped his arm which had it's wrist cased in a cast around her, pulling her close. He didn't care if he got hurt at all. His other hand met her cheek and he stroked it softly, wiping away the tears with a sympathetic look in his eyes.
"What happened?" he asked once more and then he heard something which alerted him. "He?! Who? And what did he do?!" He said, wanting to know now. A horrible feeling of worry over came him as he looked to her with the most serious look on his face he had had for a long time. Seeing Liza upset made Drake upset and it made him angry at anyone who had made her upset. This time was like no other.
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Post by Liza Belle Van Allen on Oct 7, 2010 15:58:17 GMT -6
She looked at Drake, and then realized she couldnt look into his eyes and say that huge lie, so she leaned her head in his chest and just sobed. In a matter of seconds she tried to make it sound terribly, but not like a dramatic lie. She sighed and then took his hand and held it with hers. He... that night, I.. I saw him with Raine, and they were drunk, and he was there, and... everything happened so fast!, I didnt had the time to scream... Raine was so bad, she was consuming cocaine, and weed and pills, she was insane, and she went away, then I came to look for her, talk to her, make sure she was going to be ok, to take her home, but when I was looking for her in the rooms, Gage pushed me to one and closed the do-- she started crying again, she couldnt even speak, thing that was genius since it was a whole lie. She just waited to see of the lie was working on Drake, if not, then she could always turn different the story.
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Post by Drake Lucas Dove on Oct 7, 2010 16:15:09 GMT -6
His arms wrapped around her he listened to what she said. "Raine is on drugs?!" he exclaimed. Damn Drake had missed a lot. He had no idea that Raine would do such a thing and he almost couldn't believe it. But his best friend told him the story so he had to believe her. Liza wouldn't lie to him right?
Then he heard the name. The name which he wouldn't forget. Gage. "Gage. What did he do Liza? It's okay. Just tell me.." he said, his voice sounded more angry than before as he closed his eyes and hugged her close. He had an image of the boy in his mind and his blood was ready to boil.
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